You are my happiness,
And you were depriving me from it,
Why wouldn’t I associate you with bad?
So I told you bad words,
I insulted you,
I thank God I didn’t tell you all the bad stuff that were in my head,
They were so many,
I would have regretted it badly afterwards,
But I felt so betrayed, so abandonned!
I was being selfish,
I was forgetting what you were going through
Its only that I wanted to be besides you,
And you were pushing me away!
I m sorry for what I did, what I said,
And it was only adding to the burden you were already having
I am really selfish
I am sorry love.
But I know that i can’t stop thinking about you,
I will remember the words you tell me,
And I will be here for you.